Of Dealing With One's Parents.

The three letters I used in this post? They're a tiny representation of the sort of mail I get at the GCS address. My heart breaks for these kids, which is part of why I'm still doing this.

Anyway, comments on the post are open (and moderated), because I want babybats everywhere to know they're not alone.

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In other news, changeable spring weather can stop ANY TIME NOW, thanks. Day two of a migraine, ugh.


In which I contemplate brewing another pot of tea to fend off sleep-deprivation and a headache that is lurking around the edges of my brain.

(And yes, I brewed a pot of chocolate oolong tea (Dr. Chocolate from David's Tea), even tho' I had already had a pot of tea AND a triple-shot iced americano earlier. I really don't want this to turn into a(nother) migraine.

Also, I am DONE with summer. Over it. Autumn gloom and grey clouds can show up ANY TIME NOW, THANKS.
So a meme came up on my Tumblr feed that made me laugh and laugh:

The last song you listened to will be played at your funeral.

The song I last listened to? “Vampires Will Never Hurt You” by MCR. This is funny on SO MANY levels, including the one where I still kinda hold to my childhood plan of not ever dying, but becoming a vampire witch queen.

What? I think it's a great plan!

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In other news, OH G-D OH G-D STABBING MIGRAINE OF DOOM. Which I'm just trying to power through, because I've got Stuff To Do. Dammit.
Things have been stressful around our house for the past few days. So I'm really not surprised that I am suffering a horrible, stabbing headache. But OH G-D, I WANT IT TO STOP.

Please send decorative people (preferably gothy rocker boys in eyeliner) bearing coffee, cupcakes, and pain meds.
cupcake_goth: (black-border sepia)
( Mar. 18th, 2011 12:15 pm)
- Today is yet ANOTHER day of sinus migraine, thanks to our freaky weather patterns. I'm sure my stress level isn't helping it, either. But wow, trepanation sounds really, really attractive right now.

- Tomorrow is the memorial for Mom. The info (with directions!) is here: http://pics.livejournal.com/cupcake_goth/pic/0015dd54 .

- I have amazing, amazing friends. I know I say that a lot, but it's true. I would not have made it through these past few months without them. I love you.
Reading through [livejournal.com profile] minim_calibre's line edits on fiction project is a perfect thing to do with a sinus migraine, right? Right. Writing is about SITTING DOWN AND WRITING, Cupcake. So you will do that.

(Seriously, if I wasn't so behind on my self-imposed writing schedule, I would do nothing today but flop on the couch and whimper. But things Must Be Done, so self-discipline is the key.)

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Hey, have I reminded everyone about the SeaGoth Rummage sale coming up on Sunday? Not today, I haven't!

December 5th, 2010
4228 Stone Way N
Noon to 5pm

There are 23 Bags! Of! Mystery! awaiting purchasers, filled with goodies from not just my collection of crafting goodies, but from the Infamous BlueJay's stash, too. How can you resist? You can't, just accept your fate and buy a Bag! Of! Mystery!

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Okay, enough distraction via internet. Time to get back to reading line edits.
cupcake_goth: (GAFhat)
( Oct. 19th, 2010 10:51 pm)
- Went to the chiropractor, where he made my neck make horrible crunching noises. And lo! My headache went away! My wonderful chiropractor also showed me some exercises I need to start doing to strengthen my neck and shoulder muscles, so that maybe I won't get these headaches quite as often. Here's hoping.

- Altered my Beetlejuice fitted tee that arrived in the mail yesterday. It now has a scooped neckline with lace trim and B&W striped piping. Whee!

- Finished watching the DVD of Brazil that the StuntHusband loaned me. I had never seen it. Ever. Yes, I know, how the hell did I manage that? Let's just say there are some astonishing gaps in my my movie-watching habits, and leave it at that. Anyway, Brazil. Whoo. I wouldn't say fun, necessarily, but surreal and fascinating.

- Watched the DVD of the Frank Langella version of Dracula (which I had finally gotten around to ordering). I haven't seen it in ages, and had forgotten how swoony and pretty it is. Plus, Frank Langella keeps referring to it as a "gothic romance" in the bonus feature interview. Be still my bombast-craving heart!

- Decided my everyday top hat needed to be refurbished, so I rummaged around and found a length of wide antique black lace and a lot of black ostrich and coque feathers. I'll try to take a photo tomorrow.

- Redid my blood spatter manicure. Now with black smudges, inspired by snowcoma's version. Again, maybe pictures tomorrow.

Also tomorrow: writing, writing, writing. WRITING.
- So, is this headache a looming sinus migraine, or is something in my neck out of whack? It's at that awkward stage where I can't tell. As soon as I can convince Trinian Queen of Fuzzwumpia to stop sleeping on my feet, I will go take some Advil. Cat. On Feet )

- I tried a zombie ichor variation of the bloodspatter manicure using Orly's "Galaxy Girl", which is a blue/red/purple shimmer duochrome polish. I ... I think I'm underwhelmed. I may remove it tonight and go back to the traditional bloodspatter.

- I would like my award for being adult now, thanks. I called an agency and did stuff pertaining to dayjob. I fear that bout of productivity (along with the headache) has sapped my brain, because the idea of settling down and doing writing is making me feel a trifle woozy.


Okay, must remove the cat from my feet and take something for this headache. The coffee and food is obviously not going to fix it. Then I need to find my motivation ...
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( Apr. 20th, 2010 10:48 am)
Hello horrible sinus migraine, I didn't invite you. Today is now about working from home, drinking lots of tea, and thinking longingly of drilling a hole in my skull to release the pressure and/or the sinus demons.

Of course, the final rancid sprinkles on the top of this crankycake is that I'm having a(nother, because yesterday wasn't that great, either) bad brain chemistry day, and the Monsters of Low Self-Esteem and warming up for a comeback performance. I'm doing my damnedest to ignore them, but you people telling me good things or giving me clicky-links of distraction would be lovely, too.
cupcake_goth: (tidycliche)
( Apr. 5th, 2010 03:46 pm)
I think I am Very Susceptible to changes in weather during the spring. I can think of no other reason for once again waking up with a sinus migraine that made me (1) feel exhausted even tho' I had gotten a very respectable amount of sleep over the weekend, and (2) made me again think longingly of self-trepanation. Anyway, I am working from home today. Which means much hot tea and snuggling with the kitties while editing tech docs.

Norwescon was ... Norwescon. I had a lovely time at my tea party (thank you to everyone who attended!), the panels were fun (if somewhat sparsely attended), and I got (quickly!) visit with people I hardly ever get to talk to. That was nice. However, going to Norwescon still feels like taking a time machine back to 1995, which is a little unnerving.

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Congratulations to the various award nominees! Kij Johnson, Cherie Priest, and the Girl Genius crew have all been nominated for Hugos! Gail Carriger has been nominated for a Campbell! Splendid news, and I'm thrilled for all of them.

Oh, speaking of Gail Carriger: I finished Changeless (the second book in the Parasol Protectorate series) over the weekend, and AAAAAUUGGGH! I don't know if I will be able to last until September when the third book comes out. Changeless was just as fun as Soulless, and ended with a cliffhanger that left me making squeaky noises of dismay and impatience. ::twitch::


(As predicted, reading Changeless and watching Sherlock Holmes has left me craving more bustles. Go on, look surprised.)

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This coming weekend! The celadon CD release party! The Faith & the Muse show! Oh, and I need to get a bunch of writing done. Busy, busy, busy.
I am working at home again today, because the extremely cold dry weather we've been having has made my sinuses unhappy enough that they've gifted me with a sinus migraine. I would like to return their gift, but they didn't include a gift receipt.

Since I'm at home, I put some more pink dye on my hair, and am sitting in front of the computers with a vintage bonnet hair dryer. The hot air on my head is very soothing.

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Seattle folks, remember! The second Mourning Market is happening this Sunday! I'm really looking forward to it; now I just need to finalize how I'm getting there. (The Stroppy One is on a very tight deadline, woe.)

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Look at the pretty charm bracelets (Clicky-link!) that [livejournal.com profile] girlghoul makes! I have one that has b&w striped beads and pink crystals, and I love it to bits. She also makes earrings and other goodies, and they're all very pretty.

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Okay, time to take more Advil Cold & Sinus, and await the return of the Stroppy One from the coffee-fetching errand. And take a look at this list of proposed documents that a writer has given me, hmmm...
cupcake_goth: (GAF)
( Nov. 27th, 2009 12:27 pm)
I'm at work today. You see, I haven't been on this particular contract long enough to qualify for holiday pay. As a consequence, I will not be paid for yesterday's holiday, and I have to be in the office editing today. None of the full-time employees are here, and there's only one other person in the contractor bay where I am. The office is a ghost town, and makes me imagine horror movie scenarios for the empty hallways.

The muscle tension migraine + sinus headache I was battling yesterday is trying to come back today. Since I woke up this morning, I've taken an Advil Cold & Sinus capsule, had breakfast, two pots of tea, and a handful of almonds. All of that has merely blunted the edges of the migraine, so I have broken out the heavy-duty stuff: my last hoarded Feminax tablet from the UK. (From when their formula was paracetamol, codeine, and caffeine.) I am going to be fuzzy, but VERY AWAKE. And pain-free, I hope.

All of this means that I am quite pleased that I am wearing CrankyBloomers under my petticoats today. They're very appropriate.

I hope all of you are having a good day. For those of you that work retail, my sympathies, I hope you survive the Black Friday sales, and that you didn't give in to the urge to start screaming at customers. (Why yes, I worked retail in the past. There's a REASON my primary stress nightmare is about finding myself in a store and hearing "Jillian, cashier please" echo across the speakers.)
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Two pots of strong tea, coating my neck and forehead with [livejournal.com profile] staxxy's magical Kiss It Better, and two rounds of Advil Cold & Sinus later, my sinus migraine seems to be abating. Thank heavens. Of course, now I'm all sorts of jacked up on caffeine, but that means I'll be more focused on Getting Things Done, right? (Just agree with me here, people.)

So, having set Renfield the iPod shuffling through my "Ladies Glow" playlist (I'm trying to psych myself up to exercise today), I discovered I do have a shameful musical confession.

I am not much for re-mixes or mash-ups. But A Plus D's (clicky-link!) mash-up of "Sexyback" + "Peek-a-Boo"? I love. I would dance to.

Yes, I will cheerfully and unashamedly admit to my affection for Motley Crue (Nikki Sixx!), but admitting to liking a mash-up of a Justin Timberlake song feels strangely wrong to me.

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I should probably go eat some more food to absorb all this caffeine, shouldn't I?
Guess who was woken up by a horrible sinus migraine?

Guess who is thinking longingly of drilling a hole in her head to let the sinus demons escape?

I am hoping that lots of tea and meds will make my head stop hurting. Because I have plans for today, and they don't involve clutching my head and whimpering.
cupcake_goth: (Default)
( Feb. 10th, 2009 03:32 pm)
The office I am being moved into was already empty. I took advantage of that fact and put some of my posters up in the new space already.

[livejournal.com profile] stroppy_baggage stuck around my office today to help me pack, and then drove me home. So now I am working from home (until next week, whoo!), and am contemplating making myself some tea and a piece of raisin pecan toast with Brie.

In other news: WEATHER! It was snowing at work when we left (but not sticking), and it's snowing here at home (but not sticking). Dear Snow Demons, I didn't invite you back. Shoo. And take these flickering beginnings of a sinus migraine with you, thanks.

You know what the best part about working from home is? Besides the being with the Stroppy One and the kitties? That I will get to sleep in. Mmmmm, sleeping in.
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( Nov. 20th, 2008 03:17 pm)
Yesterday

Sinus Migraine Demons = 1

cupcake_goth = 0

Today

Insomnia Fairy = 1

cupcake_goth = 0


EDITED TO ADD: Y'know, I think this means I'm in the perfect (lack of) mental state to read the copy of Breaking Dawn (the most recent Twilight spaaaaaaarkly vampire book) that was loaned to me.
I stayed home sick yesterday, thanks to being unable to wake up with bonus migraine-esque symptoms. Since I had missed fun social things on Saturday thanks to muscle spasms in my shoulders and neck, it was obviously time to go see the chiropractor. Who poked at my neck and back and made a mildly astonished noise. 10 minutes and some horrible crunchy noises later, everything was better. Apparently not only was I suffering from my usual trick of the vertebrae right at my skull being out of whack, but I also had a rib out of place. How I managed all of this, I have no idea.

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Hey, let's do that book meme thingamie that resurfaces every now and then. I think I have different books on my desk this time around.

* Grab the nearest book.
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.

"The dentist and the robot don't care to foxtrot." - The Deluxe Transitive Vampire

OR

"I fear it was no dream, and must act on this surmise." - Dracula

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I have been told by several people that I need to visit a Forever 21 store. I wonder if their version of a size L blazer would fit me. If it does, I'm doomed, because there are supposed to be a lot of stripey blazers in stock at the moment. Oh dear oh dear.
Thank goodness for being able to log into work from home, let me tell you. Because I can look at a computer screen and work with a migraine, I just need to be someplace where I can take lots of breaks to hide in a dark room. (Or possibly throw up. That hasn't happened yet with this particular migraine, and whooo, I hope it doesn't.)

Dear [livejournal.com profile] weaselmom, I know that I've tried Excedrin Migraine, and all it did was make me wired from the amount of caffeine in it. But thank you for suggesting it.

Dear [livejournal.com profile] domestinatrix, thank you for telling me about how roasted potatoes and kale make a complete protein. Guess what I had for lunch? Along with some of that triple-cream goat milk version of Brie on apple slices. I may be woozy and in pain, but at least my lunch was delicious.

There's other nonsense going on that has made the past few days not exactly stellar ones. Dear Universe, start treating everyone kindly, okay?
Waking up with a sinus-pressure migraine

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Not being able to eat or drink anything until almost noon, due to having blood drawn for my yearly physical

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REALLY BAD sinus migraine, with bonus blood-sugar issues and a caffeine-deprivation headache. I've not really looked at LJ so far today. Which brings me to my usual request: if there's something going on that you think I should know about and possibly missed today, please send me email or leave a comment.

(I know trepanation is a bad idea. I KNOW. But golly, it sounds tempting right now. If I could just drill a tiny hole to release this pressure in my head ...)
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