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[cupcake_goth]

Remember that serious back spasm I had around three weeks ago? Things haven’t really gotten better. In fact, I’m having random shooting pain in my sides, hips, and down my thighs. So for once in my life I’m doing the sensible thing and have canceled my trip to Arizona for the week-long company kickoff. Airline travel + wrangling luggage + hotel bed is a perfect combo to cause even worse spasms, and I don’t want to run the risk of having to go to the hospital while I’m away. 

I am, of course, feeling MASSIVE guilt about this. Even tho’ I know my new boss and team will support my doing this. This decision is also triggering my ever-present imposter syndrome about I don’t really know how to approach things for my new position and that all of this will lead to me being fired. Logically I know that’s not the case, but whoo the Brain Raccoons are loud  

Comments

[danabren]

Be silent, brain raccoons. You have no power here.

[oldhalloween]

Flights, even short ones, are so miserable with back pain. Happy to hear you are staying home only I am sorry about the pain. Sending you healing energy. Love and Light.

[staxxy]

Brain raccoons are lying liars who lie a lot. Tell them I said to take their bullshit elsewhere cause you aren't buying. <3

[jengalicious]

Have they checked you to make sure you don't have a herniated disc? My first doctor missed my rupture. Caught by the second examining the same MRIs.

[cupcake_goth]

I’m scheduled for 5 different MRIs for my hips and all sections of my back, and then I have an appointment with an osteopath, so there’s a better chance that anything weird will be spotted.

[sirriamnis]

Brain Raccoons can fuck off. And I totally get it.

I'm sorry your back is awful. Hoping they figure it out quickly.

[full_metal_ox]

Begone, brain raccoons!