I'm not sure if listening to Emilie Autumn's Opheliac on repeat means I'm already in Crazytown, but I know it's a signpost.
Part of it is the ambient anxiety from :: waves hands :: everything. And I know another part of it is that I'm so overwhelmed that I can't be as supportive or there for my friends as I want. Therapy is helping, but that's still on a loop in my brain.
Another part is that I am so goddamn tired all the time. Just ... all the time. Even tho' I took Friday off as a self care/resting day, I still feel overwhelmed and exhausted.
I am seriously considering buying the Triple Dagger locket from Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab, not to use for perfume, but to use it to hold a Xanax and an Ativan and add to it my 24/7 talismans so I have them at all times. I'm pretty sure that's another sign that I'm on the path to Crazytown.
Part of it is the ambient anxiety from :: waves hands :: everything. And I know another part of it is that I'm so overwhelmed that I can't be as supportive or there for my friends as I want. Therapy is helping, but that's still on a loop in my brain.
Another part is that I am so goddamn tired all the time. Just ... all the time. Even tho' I took Friday off as a self care/resting day, I still feel overwhelmed and exhausted.
I am seriously considering buying the Triple Dagger locket from Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab, not to use for perfume, but to use it to hold a Xanax and an Ativan and add to it my 24/7 talismans so I have them at all times. I'm pretty sure that's another sign that I'm on the path to Crazytown.