I don't want to watch video tutorials of things. I want text-based tutorials with pictures.
I am kinda meh on video blogs, and by "kinda meh" I mean I usually don't watch them. No, not even ones from goths.
This is hypocritical of me, because I am planning on recording more GCS videos. But ... I want everyone to return to text! I want a return to long-form blogging!
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In other news, I am very low and cranky today. Just ... full of ennui, grrrr, and low-level despair about everything, along with a large helping of impostor syndrome and self-doubt about my day job. Well, about everything, really. I'm pretty sure all of this will pass. I hope.
I am kinda meh on video blogs, and by "kinda meh" I mean I usually don't watch them. No, not even ones from goths.
This is hypocritical of me, because I am planning on recording more GCS videos. But ... I want everyone to return to text! I want a return to long-form blogging!
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In other news, I am very low and cranky today. Just ... full of ennui, grrrr, and low-level despair about everything, along with a large helping of impostor syndrome and self-doubt about my day job. Well, about everything, really. I'm pretty sure all of this will pass. I hope.
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And not watching vlogs just means that YOUR videos, when you make them, are completely unaffected by what other people are doing. Making your voice truly and unquestionably your own.
It is January. Which is always overwhelming as it comes on the heels of so much holiday stuff and dives into BIRTHDAY,BIRTHDAY,BIRTHDAY,BAD ANNIVERSARY, BIRTHDAY, BIRTHDAY with so many of your nearest and dearest (I feel like I am missing at lest one birthday in there). And you are going to be travelling to the head office this month ON TOP OF ALL OF THAT, plus trying to get ready for Vampire Ball, AND LETS SMACK A DEADLINE ON JUST FOR GOOD MEASURE
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Anyway, half of that list would leave anyone overwhelmed and exhausted. It is reasonable to feel this way. But I am also going to be here reminding you that this feeling is coming from lying brain raccoons. You are all the things you present yourself to be. If you are an imposter thrn NO ONE IS REAL. You are more real than most people can ever hope to be. You are actually honest with yourself and with who you are vs who you present to the world. You are amazing and wonderful and delightful and charming and really intelligent and talented and creative and eloquent. And you are all of these things all of the time.
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I think blogging's suffered a lot from how fractured people have gotten over all the various media sites. This feels like the best place for long-form blogging since it has all the things about lj that worked well which other sites don't have. I think less may be more when it comes to all the social platforms because friend-communities aren't fostered with the same kind of depth when it's a lot of cross posting and this friend sees a post here, and this person sees it there, or people share little bits and bobs and that ends up fulfilling enough to not then go the extra step to connect the dots/feelings/thoughts/experiences in a more cohesive way.
Cut yourself a lot of slack. Anyone (especially Americans) with empathic tendencies is going to have a certain level of background exhaustion with everything that's going on. Just keep being a force for good, surviving another day, and consider it a success.
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But you doing GCS ones, that is all kinds of charming. :-)
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I hope you're feeling better today. What Kambriel wrote about dealing with a certain amount of background stress all the time is a sentiment I have heard from many people lately and I believe it is true. Anyone who cares, anyone who feels and thinks enough to know, is feeling the onslaught--from downright stupidity on up to calculable threats--in the age of Tr*mp. It is a time of insecurity and it is hard to keep working through it. But when you look close at hand, what's most important is always being perfected by you. In your work and your home and with your nearest and dearest, the love's there that you give and receive. You are a force for good!
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As far as imposter syndrome, can't help you there. I find that spending time with people who think I'm great helps a bit, but it doesn't get rid of it entirely.
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It's January. There is crankiness in the air everywhere. But there shall be Florida, and of course my pah-tay.
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I don't like vids or podcasts because they are invariably full of rambling and all that ugh. Give me something I can skim quickly for the information first, and let your voice/persona come through in that!
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